Thoughts

Loving a working man is hard. You're not sure if he's going to call you or visit you. You're not sure if he sees you as his equal or just a child. You're not sure what you are to him: a friend or a source of entertainment to spice up his routine of a life. And in spite of all these doubts you still stick around because he makes you feel better and safe, something your past lovers cannot make you feel. 

And you can't tell him how much you care about him. Fearing that it would break what little bond keeps you two together, or worse, he'll dismiss it as child's play. He can never understand how an innocent heart can fall in love.